Hi Vivi,
I’ve thought about sending you things, but I’m not the type of person that likes to have much or attach my emotion to things.
There is value is the invisible, not having strings that attach you to stuff becoming and anchor.
I’m writing you, because this is my way to show you love, to tell you I had you in my heart every day. Not just a toy that anyone could order on Amazon.
I wanted to give you my time, see you grow up, hug you in the morning, make breakfast, laundry, help you dress, teach you chess, play uno, jump in the trampolin… all things that I’ve been denied, so this is what I can do, and I do it.
My mother is very attached to material things, like your mother is, you will learn from your own experiences and develop your own personal values.
This is my way to love you, just wish that through time you will feel the love I had for you.
Je t’aime,
Papá