Hi Vivi,
If you feel empty inside, don’t try fill it with stuff, don’t give the task to fill it to anybody else, don’t avoid feeling by intoxicating yourself with alcohol and drugs.
Feeling empty is like having a worm inside that will eat everything you put inside you. First you have to empty yourself of that feeling and then you can feel it with what is important to you.
Je t’aime,
Papá