El diario de Papá

Hi Vivi, This morning I woke up from I dream with you. My dreams have no visual, is more like a feeling. You were huging me while we where in the deep zone of a swimmingpool. I miss you so much. Je t’aime, Papá

Hi Vivi, Yesterday I had a meal with my family and friends, my brother and two friends came with their partners and kids. There were three kids less than 8 months apart from you. I thought so much about you. It was hard to be around others your age, have hugs and kisses from my nices and have this level of uncertanty of when I’m going to be able to see or talk to my own daughter....

I went to have dinner with friends from school, we are al 40 years old now, have kids, obligations, and we didn’t talk about our lifes, we just start joking around, like when we where kids. It’s the first time in months that I laughted to the point of feeling muscle pain, and for a small moment I felt like when I was a kid, with no worries, just in the moment....

Hi Vivi, I just saw this interview with Maisie Williams, and heard the story about her relationship with her dad. Nothing like our relationship but there is a broken family at the end. I don’t know how you are living your experience, would love to sit down in the future and listen to anything you want to tell me when you feel like doing it. The reason I post it here is to bring perspective that this is more common than we know, because people hold the hard moments close to their chest and it looks like everybody has better lifes than ourself....