Try to reach to you

Hi Vivi, Today I’ve wrote this message to mom. I hope this message finds you well. I understand that our past has been tumultuous, and we may have had our differences, but today, I am reaching out to you with a sincere and heartfelt plea. I am not asking for myself, but for our beautiful daughter, Vivian. It has been more than two years since I last saw her, heard her voice, or shared any moments with her....

April 7, 2023 · 2 min · Papá

How I show love

Hi Vivi, I’ve thought about sending you things, but I’m not the type of person that likes to have much or attach my emotion to things. There is value is the invisible, not having strings that attach you to stuff becoming and anchor. I’m writing you, because this is my way to show you love, to tell you I had you in my heart every day. Not just a toy that anyone could order on Amazon....

April 6, 2023 · 1 min · Papá

Teaching to learn

Hi Vivi, I learned something about myself while doing the bootcamp while you were at your mom’s belly. I love to teach, and by doing so for others I get a deeper understanding of the subjects for myself. I learn more and better by teaching. I should open a school to become wiser, maybe I will. Je t’aime, Papá

April 2, 2023 · 1 min · Papá

Writing you daily is hard

Hi Vivi, I’ve accepted I will not able to see you until you are not under your mothers legal tutoring, for sure will happens when you are 18, but I cross my fingers wishing it may happen earlier. It isn’t a nice feeling, and there is nothing I can do to undermine her desition of not letting us have a relationship. That said I realized that this blog was the only option of showing you that I was here, and that I had you in my heart and in my mind....

March 16, 2023 · 1 min · Papá

I wrote to Gary

Hi Vivi, By writing about Gary the other day, yesterday I sent him an email, almost two years since last time we were together. My message was of thankfulness and asking news about you. Let’s see what happens, without expectations. Je t’aime, Papá

March 11, 2023 · 1 min · Papá

How I helped Gary making money

Hi Vivi, When I went to USA one of the things I was forced to do is to sell my investment in Ethereum, at the time I had 70 Eth and they were worth something around 22.000$, your mom didn’t understand what I got but also it meant I had financial independence so she made me sell it and invest it in a Bobba Grans, a business that she entirely owned, that was about selling the vanilla your grand father sold....

March 9, 2023 · 2 min · Papá

Taking care of my siblings

Hi Vivi, All your cousins from my side of the family are here today, they are running and laughing and playing. They climb the couch, beds and go up and down the house. They are similar looking to you, and I would love to see you play with them. At lunch time Mima, your grandmother, told the anecdote when I was three and a half years old and took care of both of my siblings....

September 10, 2022 · 1 min · Papá